February 2012
1 post
No matter how far we drift apart, just remember this, I will always be there for you and I still love you. Afterall, we’ve been the closest friends for 7 years, nothing can break us apart.
To my 6 sisters…..remember this. I love you, each one of you.
January 2012
2 posts
As much as I don’t often say it, but I really do miss my happy family.
2012
Been so caught up with work lately that I don’t even have the time to bloghop!
These few months been so bloody awesome! I’ve been spending so much time with my colleagues that right now, we’re so close knitted. We have so much fun at work, during our off-days we will meet up and just chill and talk nonsense. Coming in to USS to work is by far the best decision I’ve ever...
October 2011
1 post
Soft-hearted. Sigh.
September 2011
5 posts
I’m gonna make changes to my life. I’m gonna make changes to myself.
No one wants to talk to me unless they need...
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Sometimes I think, is it me? Is it me that cause myself to think this way? If I continue thinking, my mind will just explode. Insecurities is eating me up. I cannot help but feel this way. Is it really me thinking too much?
OH
MY
GOD
I’m seriously going insane. Like pure insanity.
Whenever someone ask you “What’s wrong?” And your natural reply is, “Nothing, just tired.” When in actual fact, that nothing is actually something but sometimes you can’t bring yourself to tell people what’s wrong.
& I cannot believe you said that to me. Out of everyone, I thought you’d be the one that understand. Guess I thought wrong.
August 2011
4 posts
For once, my mind is not just thinking bout insecurities. I’ve reached the next limit. It’s not easy to let this one out, because this is the first time I’m feeling this way.
Bye.
Tired, really very tired. Physically, mentally, everythingly.
Tired. Mentally Tired.
Never once in my life, will I ever feel free. Free from the insecurities that are eating my soul away.
July 2011
3 posts
I miss having a happy family.
Been 2 years since I felt family love. 2 years, 2 motherfucking years. In this 2 years, fights and arguments within. Right now, we come back just to sleep. We don’t even have family dinners anymore. We all eat separately in our own rooms. This is what we have become.
Nonetheless, I will always love my father. The sacrifices he made for this family is...
Don’t make someone a priority when they only make you an option.
Easy for you to say………
Say (All I Need)
Sometimes I wonder, how am I as a person? Like a person, a friend?
Recently, some friends and I had a talk about friendship and about who will be the one standing right beside you holding you up when you fall.
I’ve never doubted the kind of sistership I have with my 6 girls. We have been close for years, since Secondary school. Yes, we did have our ups and downs, but we still survived.
...
June 2011
4 posts
Why? Why? Why do I always feel this way? It sucks to the max. Sometimes I think, do I always think too much?
Insecurities. Fuck that bitches.
Trust.
19th June 2011, 4am. That was the time and day I realize that sometimes you cannot trust all your friends. On that day, I finally realize the people around you are actually the best actors in the world.
They cheat, they lie, they steal.
And what’s worst, they will create excuses instead of explanations. Excuses to cover up what they have done when they know it themselves they are at...
I have never felt so lost in life before. All alone.
I feel like finding a job that will be able to eat up my social life.
May 2011
1 post
Life is full of insecurities, worries, troubles etc. Those are what make life interesting….but not really. Everyday, as we grow older, more of those will come. All we can do is, fight it and overcome it. Difficult, but we have to try. That’s life.
Human worries too much, however, it’s uncontrollable. We all have our own differences. Different insecurities, different worries and...
April 2011
5 posts
I need money. ‘Nuff said.
Thank god for the government. For once, I love the government. Drop the damn GST, cab fares, ERP and petrol price please and I’ll love you even more. (:
I need to get a damn full-time job. I’m currently working for 2 blogshops, WID & EZ. Been tedious, but manageable. Greatest bosses anybody could ask for. (: (Must por abit so can get more...
March 2011
4 posts
Sixth Sense.
Ive officially turned 21. BOOOOO. ):
The party was a huge blast, I’m glad to hear from everyone that they enjoyed the 3D2N chalet stayover and they were even more glad to see me puke after drinking. What good friends I have huh. Heheheheh. <3
Thank you to everyone for helping out in the preparation and during the party. (: Thank you to everyone for coming to my party. (: Thank you to...
Turning 21.
Turning 21 in a week. Alot of things to do.
The passed month was a headache, I had to handle exams plus catering plus cake design. It was stressful, somemore I had no help. Luckily my aunt came in and help me with the catering.
In short, I have a useless mother. Thanks. Fucktard didnt want to help me at all. Cake design was a big headache, thank god for Charis and Christina to help me with the...
February 2011
5 posts
It’s hard to keep friendships these days. I guess people think it’s okay to...
– Megan Fox (via babycruel)
We live to die
– Kurt Cobain (via quote-book)
January 2011
14 posts
I’ve been brought down to my knees, & I’ve been pushed right...
– Cher, Burlesque.
Burlesque.
We caught Burlesque on Saturday and seriously, it was one of the best movies I’ve caught. It’s been a while since we caught an awesome show. The combination of Cher & Christina Aguilera was spectacular. With the addition of forever looking good, Cam Gigandet and Eric Dane. The show was perfect.
Despite all the bad press about Xtina, we gotta agree that her voice is just...
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Been a while guys! :)
BKK with Sharon, Huichin, Kat, Boon & Yehao. Effing madness in BKK, but very over rated. :( Didnt really buy much stuffs thooooo. :(
School’s coming to an end in like 5 more weeks. I’ll then be a Diploma holder but I have no idea what I’ll do after I grad. Either continue studying or get a job. :(
Lazy.
Bye.
December 2010
17 posts
Happiness comes in many forms — in the company of good friends, in the feeling...
– One Tree Hill (via runawaytrain)